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November 02, 2005

Happy Halloween?


My Jack O'Lantern
Originally uploaded by jhb2709.
At least my pumpkin is happy. There are plenty of things for me to be happy about, too. And I am. But there was an element of disappointment and sadness in my holiday yesterday. And throughout the day today.

Not a positive word to be heard from my kids. The only response I've had was from Jordan (17 yr-old):

"Please quit sending me emails. I have only replied when you asked for it,
but there is nothing for you to be emailing about that I want to know. Just
let me be."

This was in response to a picture of his cousin that I emailed to him. It's frustrating, but I am not ready to give up hope yet. I guess I just need to give them time and space. At the same time, I don't want them to think I've just decided to go on contentedly without them. So I won't. "Patience and persistence" is going to be my motto. I'll just keep knocking at the door until someone answers.

On a positive note, last night's plate full of arkahnay noodle and a couple hours with my sweetie was enough to put on a Thai Smile!

Note: Written on Nov 1, 2005. Not posted until now, due to technical difficulties.

| By newcity | 01:36 PM

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Even though it's hard for me to believe now, when I was seventeen I talked to my parents this way. It will pass. Lovingly persist.

Posted by: Josh at November 2, 2005 02:28 PM

Thanks, Josh. It's nice to have encouraging real-life experiences to draw strength from.

Posted by: Jon (newcity) at November 2, 2005 08:40 PM

I love your photos of TN. Especially the river, lake and barn. I'm a little concerned, though, about your drive by photography! But it was a cool shot!
Speaking of the Harley guys, I photographed a Bikers Rally once and even received a Biker's Bible! A couple of guys were talking one on one with the fellows! Still have that bible! :)

Posted by: Jaybo's mom at November 10, 2005 06:31 AM

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